STORIthenightimetmysoulmate

Trashy Sex

04 September 1998

author.....LisaSkirts

(JUST FOR THE RECORD - 11 July 2000)

This story was originally written.......about a TS Girrl that I fell deeply in love with....as a result of our encounter.

A year and a half later.......this 'lil Lesbian is now a single woman because her TS Girrlfriend decided that she wanted to go back to men.

Sux.....I know.....so....my advice is.....that.....when yer friends tell you to avoid these kinda girrls......"Listen to Them!"

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It was a Friday evening…..and it had been a long day at the office….so my "bestest" friend (Mark) and I decided that an evening of cocktails were in order. We left the office a little early and headed straight to the club that we frequently visited when we were in the mood to "Tie One On"…

The typical crowd of gay men and Butch chicks filled the club. It was always a friendly crowd…but I will admit that I was known as the "BITCH" just because I think I had "read" quite a few peoples for filth just because they seemed to have a problem getting it through their heads that I expected them to keep their distance…..

Something made me look at the door…at the end of the bar…and I am not quite sure why….but…..in walked the most beautiful chick I had ever seen. Gawd….her eyes entranced me…..she had two other peoples with her, so I suspected that she had some plans already for the evening. But I watched her closely.

Outta curiosity…I turned to my friend Mark and asked him if he knew the "three" that had just come through the door….and he mumbled something (he was feeling the effects of his Crown Royal by this time)….and I watched the three of them sit across the bar from us.

I told Mark that I wanted to talk to the chick in the brown dress……and I thought he was gonna fall off of his bar stool. I think he was dumbstruck that "I" of all people actually wanted to talk to someone…..*giggles*…none the less….Mark is kinda protective and he started giving me the "Now Lisa…I don't think that is a good idea" routine…..He even tried to convince me that it was time to leave and suggested that we go to City Café or Celebrity's or something. He even offered to drive. Funny he would do that…seeings how I drove him to the club! I think there musta been some sorta look that I was giving him….I dunno….but he definitely knew that something was "up".

Mark changed the subject….and to this day I can't recall exactly what it was that he was babbling about….and the next thing I new…..I heard "I have seen you here before"…….(and we still make that statement to each other to this day and snicker)…. I turned around…….and was quite speechless…..those "eyes"…..they were beautiful….and they screamed passion…..she awkwardly extended her hand and introduced herself as Leda…..

I heard Mark in the background summons the bartender and nervously say "Lisa needs another cocktail"….
Gawd……Leda and I babbled about meaningless things…and I could tell that the longer she stood there….the more awkward she felt……I wanted to hug her right then…or atleast touch her…and tell her that she was "doing fine" with her intro….but I kinda thought that would sound insulting…so I said nothing….and let her lead the conversation. Mark got a few words in edgewise….and Leda began to confess to me that she was hesitant to try to introduce herself "again"… she explained that "again" meant that she had tried to talk to me a year or so ago and I had "read her for filth." I was quite …..regretful…at that point….because I knew that she was more than likely telling the truth since that seemed to be the attitude that I had most of the time in the club scene……

We both giggled….and just stared at each other….(duh…speechless sounds go here)

"Welp….nice to meet you….." and back to her perch she went.

I turned to Mark and said…Gawd…..I have got to know more about that girl……I just felt something come over me…(and NO..it was not the cocktail)…that I could not ignore. So I ordered her a cocktail and had the bartender take it to her……..a picture of the smile on her face woulda been worth a thousand words at that point…In return…she ordered me a cocktail….not what I was drinking…but a "Blow Job"….. By this time Mark was completely freaking out! And appeared to be sobering up in a real big hurry! "Lisa…you can't mix your alcohol….you don't need to talk to this girl….ummmm….and ….and…..and….(he kept babbling) at that point I think I went deaf….but Gawd bless his effort anyway. He was just trying to be protective….but I think it was at this point he realized that I was no longer listening…..and that I was strangely attracted to this "chick".
I choked down the "Blow Job"…(gagging and spitting noises go here)…..and politely thanked her. She whispered something to her friends (whom I now know is Dan and Simone)….and grabbed her purse and came over and had a seat next to me. Eye contact…eye contact….eye contact…..that is all I can remember…..I was being seduced…and I knew it…..we talked….and talked….and talked………and eventually…..she laid her hand on my knee….and it was "all over"…….

We decided a change of scenery would be nice so we walked next door to another club.

The passion was "raw" at this point…..hands up each others skirts….tongues down each others throats……..(I think you get the picture)…and I heard the DJ say… (over the microphone of course) "Get a room ladies"……but it was all in fun……and then there was a bit of a tiff….(clearing throat noises go here)…with the owner of the bar…and ummmmmmmm…..well…..let's just say….we left. And back to point "A" we went. Mark was still sitting in the same seat…and immediately he stood up and hugged me and asked me if I was okay…..(like he always does when he is nervous)…..(cricket noises go here)

Leda and I decided it was time to take a trip to the Ladies Room.

And I warn you……this is when things heated up….so I will spare you the details…..except for the ones about the bruises on my knees…….and the fact that Leda found out in a big hurry that I wasn't wearing any panties……Someone poked their head in the bathroom door…..(we found out later that it was Mark) and it was then that I came to my senses and had an incredible urge to go home…..NOW! I remember putting myself back together in a real big hurry and grabbing Mark by the arm as I whisked by him…and explained on the way out the door that it was "Time for me to go home"…

I laid in bed that night after I got home…..wondering how Leda felt that I had just left her standing there…..without a "Good-Bye" or anything….just "POOF"….disappeared…..I thought about how I had handled the whole night…..and wanted to die. Here I have been…for the last two years….dying to "emerge" as the person that I really am deep inside…..and I spent those two years making only friends…and having a few flings on the side….but never really met "THE PERSON" that I could honestly say that I was in the least bit interested in having a "relationship with. But I had just taken the biggest chance in the world of loosing Leda all in less than 6 hours. Gawd I was so disappointed in myself. I felt trashy……and was sure that I would never hear from her again. I was sure that I had left her thinking that I was insincere in my interest in her.

Next morning………
I answer the phone to "Good morning sunshine"……..I remember sitting straight up in bed……and thinking "There is a God". We talked for two hours or so….and made plans to meet again that night.
I thought about her all day…….not the sex…..but about her "eyes"……and the way she carried herself…..and the things that we had talked about the night before. I knew that something deep inside me was changing…..I knew that I wanted to know more about her…..I knew that I loved her.

We spent the next week meeting each other for lunch….talking on the phone…chatting in IRC…..and staying at Crowne Plaza lotsa nights…..

God gave me the courage to admit (for lack of a better word) to Dennis (my 6 year partner)…that this was seriously the time that we needed to go our separate ways. And we did, eventually. I will spare you the details of the split up. They don't belong here.

I still remember the look on her face….and the tone of her voice…and the way her hair looked….the way that she was caressing me…..when she turned to me and said "I love you Lisa"………….her eyes filled with little tears and her lip quivered slightly. First there was a silence and then the tears began to swell in my eyes…..and my heart began to ache…and I felt a knot in my stomach…because I knew that I was going to tell myself the truth…which was that I was deeply in love with her too. We were inseparable…… finally….I felt complete….safe…….and I never wanted to leave her arms.

From that day forward…Leda and I have began our lives….together…forever.

Our road has not been easy….society has taken it's share of stressing our relationship…..but we just keep picking each other up and dusting each other off……and going on………

There is no better feeling in the world than the feeling of love that bonds two people together so tightly…….the revelation that you are staring into the eyes of your soul-mate.

I love my Leda to death…..and am living proof…..that if you look long enough….and be honest with yourself….there is always that chance that you will encounter "Love at First Sight"……..and this person will emerge "Your Soul-Mate"………

Everyday I thank my God for sending me my soul-mate…….Leda.

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